Saturday, 2 March 2019

जानकारी पल भर



meree rooh - mera vaada meree nazaron ne vaayada kiya hai meree rooh se ki sanam te siva kuchh na dekhengee too ye jaanata hai na ki meree rooh too hai? main shaayad khuda kee banaayee pahalee aur pahalee aurat hoon jo apane jism ke tukadon se jyaada pyaar apane aadamee se karatee hai kyonki jism ke sab tukadon bhee to toone die hain kyonki meree jindagee kee ye pavitr khushee bhee tone dee hai kyonki is man beintaha hai sahaara bhee to epane diya hai kyonki mujhe naacheez ko aasamaan par udana bhee to toone sikhaaya hai. too itana jaan le hamadam kee tere bina main bhee kuchh bhee nahin ki meree khushee meree jindagee too hai ki tere bina jindagee jindagee hee nahin meree rooh ne vaada kiya hai mere khuda se ki sanam agar tujhase huee juda, tadap ke marategee roohon ka safar kabhee nahin. phanaan nahin hota, par meree rooh tere bina na jee phaundagee ... bahut daratee hoon kee kabhee is haalat par na pahunchoon ki tujhase chaahoon to baat na kar sakoon. chaahoon to tujhe dekh na sakoon. teree prasukoonn kee aavaaj ka madhur apane dilo dimaag mein na mahasoos kar sakoon. aisa to nahin ho sakata, sivaay tab kee jab aap mujhase juda ho gae hon aur maut ke andheron mein kho gae hon kyonki ye to nahin ho sakate ki jeet jee aap mujhe rooth gae hon. mere hote too mar nahin sakate kyonki meree jindagee too hai, gar mai hoon jeevitada to phir too bhee yaheen kaheen hai. meree hansee khushee sab too hee meree jaan hai ... mai jeena chaahata hoon, hansana chaahatee hoon kya meree khaatir banee rahegee hameshaan jinda? kya meree khaatir hogee hameshaan mera dilabar? kya mera khaatir hoga tera khyaalon ka asar? dil chaahata hai ki khuda se aur tuzase ek prom le lun .. ki dekhengee meree aankhon tujh hee jab tak meree aankhon mein dekhane kee himmat hai ki sunoongee teree aavaaz jab tak jinda hoon ki teree gair maujoodagee ka ehasaas na ho kabhee bhee majaboor na hooon teree dooree se usaun jab chiranidra mein to rooh mein, aankhon mein sama kar tujh ... ki jaoon main tujhe chhod kar, na ki aap mujhe. tujhase juda main kabhee nahin ho sakata, bas meree maut ne teree dooree mere lie .. too na hogee to kis ko is paagalapan se chaahaagee? too na hoga to kis se is paagalapan se ladoogee? too na hoga to kis se is paagalapan se pyaar kar sakoongee? too na hoga to kaun mujhe dikhaega is dharatee par svarg? too na ho to mujhe kaun karega? too na hoga to mujhe kaun jinda karega? too rahanda sanam isalie main jee sakoon too rah shaadaab taaki main hans sakoon too rah taaki mere aas paas tere aur vaqt ke maze hone vaalee is duniya mein to ye duniya rahane ke kaabil hone ja rahe taaki tera sa kee chhaavan mein, main shantee se hoon. safar kar sakoon too banee rahen taaki main bas sakoonoon bas too hee too hai, is jindagee mein, rooh mein, safar mein, too rah mere aas paas to main hansate hansate mar sakoon. bahut khush hoon main ki jindagee ne mujhe adhoora nahin lautaaya ehasaan hai tera kee mujhe pyaar mein jeena aaya kadradaan hoon teree ki apanee kokh mein tujhe samaaya venugazaar hoon teree ki khuda kee jaannibaze milee daulatavaar hoon ki teree chhaahan ka aashiyaan milee. mere pyaare, param pita ke banaaye aadamee, too itana pyaara kyon hai? too itana dil ko samajhane vaala hamasaaya kyon hai? tumhaara janamadaata mein jaroor kuchh hoga ki too ek cheez hai kabhee sochatee hoon ... us ped ko bhee chaahata hoon main hoon jisaka tum beej ho.
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